Thursday, March 8, 2012

I am totally defeated today..

Is always a hard time , hard way , hard feeling to like someone..
I hate this feeling ,
I hate the feeling on fallen ,
I hate liking someone ,
that day of afraid one day i will fallen on someone..
had come?

I thought I wont , but
finally I admit I totally lose the battle of this mental game..
He arent my type at all ..
but is cuz of appreciation? as time goes by? chemistry?
I dont know..
Is this fond? Is this crush ?

I am not sure seriously ...


I dont wanna be alone but I want ppl to accept me
not cuz I fallen into him but the way I am ...

I have no confidence on my self...

at all...

Is this my destiny , Is this my fate? is this karma?

I always make ppl fall into friendzone ,
I know how they feel , how miserable it is..
and yah .. I got it now ..Its serious suckiest feeling eva ..
U dont know wat he think , did he even care?
This wat we called as friendzone..

ha.. I am pretty sure , those are jst fanaticism of mine..

Get some life audrey , is useless to wonder , to guess , to hope , to wish ,
I am tired of this game.. As time goes by ..

shall see wats goin on ya..
I am so sorry to those friendzoners ..
I am sorry to let u down , but I am also another victim of it
arent?