reject by degrading??

i dont even know..tis mystyle of rejecting other ..let other see how bad i m..thou i noe i m not..i not sure..i even cheat myself...i hope he doesnt realise tat i havin this acc...i degrade myself jst to let him found tat he find the wrong one?this wat i usually do to my suitors..wat m i doin ??!wat for i degrade myself which i wasnt liek tat~!no other better way to reject which can havin win win situation~i m tired being cheated myself n others..i m crapiing now coz i dont know myself well..y i m using a sucks way to reject others?to reduce the guiltiness?act bad infront of them ~?which is not real me?

yest in the bus..i telllling lie...i hate to do so..but i did it..i m regret ..bt i hav no other choice..coz..so far this is the greatest way
i used to do so...

back frm kedah to klg~

wt the heck m i doin...i dunno..coz i dun even know myself .jst back frm kedah..less than 24 hrs..honestly...heart still remains ther..haha..a bit "bu she" since i had stay there more than one week....

JAWS TODAY~!

hmm..new happening things happen today~..after been to kuala kedah tat day..we been ther AGAIN~!coz the uncle managed to brought back a 300kg shark back`!omg DAMN BIG thats the 1st time i saw it..such a big shark..dangerous..his uncle called us..we quickly rushed out of the house..like the reporter..haha thankz to him and WL mom ..we managed to explore new things hhaa...

300 kg~ a hard thick skin shark fish..heheee..sit on it ..like heroine only..kinda stinky ..but no fear~lot of ppl took pic with it ..erhmm..small eye still opening ..si bu ming mu ..haha
time for WL uncle to cut it into pieces..if there are baby inside..tats really lucky coz ..the baby is vry worthy~too bad..there are nth inside...she give birth rd...left with her huge liver inside~bloody...oh ya .lazy to upload ..btw can see frm my FB there are all the pic inside~blooddyy marry~~~